Raj.

Suck it down.

2007-03-11T08:21:19Z

I've seen others do it. So here.

Your Ultimate Purity Test 2.0 Score Is...
	Your Score:	Average For All Users	Average For All Straight Single Yellowish-Skinned 22 to 28-Year old Males (39 total)
Dating	38.46%	34.25%	33.53%	Dated seriously
Self-Lovin'	39.39%	61.33%	49.18%	When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself
Shamelessness	67.74%	77.59%	80.48%	It takes a couple of drinks
Sex Drive	71.43%	75.3%	76.19%	A fool for love, but not always
Straightness	40.52%	39.69%	36.28%	Knows the other body type like a map
Dominant	88.33%	87.06%	88.46%	Afraid to cross at "Don't Walk" signs
Submissive	96.83%	87.43%	91.49%	Submits to no one... almost
Fucking Sick	96.94%	90.06%	93.25%	Refreshingly normal
Gayness	4.45%	78.71%	93.83%	Repressed, are we?
Total Score	72.62%	74.07%	75.37%
Take The Ultimate Purity Test 2.0 and see how you match up! (By The Ferrett)

Enjoy? :D

-Zi

Hi journal.

2007-03-11T08:05:52Z

Wow! I haven't typed in you for a while now. :( And for that, journal, I'm sorry.

A few days ago, we learned that we may be leaving for Iraq sooner than anticipated. What was once a time in June is now late this month or early in April. ARGH. So now I have things to do, a lot, and what's worse? We might be out there for 18 months .. A YEAR AND A HALF.

Sigh, but that's what I get.

Anyway, I've been doing music, and draw, but I guess I'll have a lot more time to hone in on those skills while out there, huh? Here goes.

-Zi

Which way did he go, George?

2006-10-26T15:26:46Z

The most gentle horses you'll ever meet, well .. at least the one to the left. :) I got to work with these boys and a few gals on the weekends until recently, but here's a fun picture I took. :)

-Zi

I live!

2006-07-23T04:37:58Z

If you cannot see a journal entry after this, you are no longer on my list. :)

-Zi

Hm.

2004-11-25T05:40:26Z

Do most of you know that you must be logged in to read my posts, and on my friends list?

-Zi

Wow.

2004-11-02T02:19:54Z

I'm happy again.

Granted, a fun person I worked with suggested, but she pushed and said 'You should date my daughter. You'd like her.'

Then again she only says this since it seems all three of her daughters have a knack for Half-Korean boys. ;)

I go over with her as she gives me a ride home and am surprised when I'm told I'll get to meet this young lady. Why? Well, this particular person told her mother that she found me quite cute. I didn't notice her there sadly, but am shocked I didn't.

I'll just say that I'm very honored and happy and a little blushy that someone like her would consider dating me. :)

I might post a pic later on.

-Zi

I'm on a game screenshot kick.

2004-10-27T07:26:41Z

People should know who this is.

Ya?

She's cute.

-Zi

I remember why I liked this game.

2004-10-26T05:17:45Z

Actually, a shooter game this is, but this is why most people like it.

Silly, huh?

-Zi

Oh, and also.

2004-10-19T06:47:52Z

My friend said something that surprised me.

"You know, Ben. I'm beginning to think she meant to give YOU her number and not me."

Remember that lady I mentioned earlier? The one he took the number from? Yeah.

She doesn't call him, and is virtually unreachable. Huh.

-Zi

Let your body collide.

2004-09-29T15:31:58Z

Does anyone remember those silly lyrics?

One's like :

"And they be actin' dumb from the cut that playin' ,
People break they neck from this demonstration ."

Or

"That's the joint, that's the jam,
turn that shit up and play it again."

? ? ?

Fun music. Just curious if anyone's ever heard this song. I first listened when I saw the music video . Rather crazy. Curious how they did it, too.

-Zi

Been doing more thinking

2004-09-14T18:19:41Z

About the Air Force or the military in general.

Each branch has its ups and downs.

The Coast Guard, and the Air Force seem to have my attention at the moment. Sigh. I don't even know why. Oh well.

I have to drop more weight. And it seems I won't be out of here until December. That's just too damn long.

-Zi

In lighter news.

2004-09-11T06:28:45Z

I checked my weight.

When I first went into the recruiting office. I was weighed in at 232 lbs.

According to the scale in the bathroom here .. after only 10 days of controlling my eatings.. I've dropped to 218.

218! 14 pounds in only 10 days! At this rate, I'll be beneath the 205 limit before October 1st.

-Zi

It was rather nice.

2004-09-11T05:22:13Z

Two ladies essentially said this when I told them my age:

"Really?! I thought you were 17!"

That's a nice compliment, if I say so myself.

In other news, I'm rather lonely these days. You know, the whole 'I'd like some companionship or at least a young lady to hold or be held by.' thing.

It didn't help that my friend had a girl visit today. She stayed for the entire time I was at work. He left with her to take her back to her home three minutes before I arrived.

Maybe things will get better, if I wait long enough.

-Zi

Took a peek.

2004-08-30T21:42:10Z

I guess I have more natural talent in me than I thought.

Leafing through the book, it says with the Japanese words, you pronounce the letters and such evenly.

For example.

watakushi wa

If we pronounce it in the English standard of spacing, it'd sound like wa ta kushi wa. But according to the book, Japanese spacing makes it like wa ta ku shi wa.

Based on how I initially said it upon reading it, I nailed the Japanese sense to the T.

Quite nifty.

-Zi

Japanese.

2004-08-30T21:37:14Z

This room has two books. The one in my lap contains about 330+ pages describing how to read, speak, pronounce, and write the language. This will be cute.

-Zi

Wow.

2004-08-30T18:35:34Z

Someone's family must be chock full of dumbasses.

I've yet to get any suspicious emails or messages. :)

-Zi

benzi_chan @ 2004-08-29T01:33:00

2004-08-29T07:36:11Z

I finally was able to speak with the Wolf lately.

That was a delightful, and mood-lightening time.

I hope to spend a moment with him again.

In other news:

Did you know those dog-tag machines you see at Wal*Mart, Pets*Mart, or any pet place run through Windows 3.1 ? Nifty, no?

Did you know those PDA type things those people in Red Vests at Wal*Mart carry are running some version of Windows 2000?

Did you know it's silly to hear people complain about children when they have five of their own, or complain about being fat when they're stuffing their face while doing so?

Oh well.

-Zi

I need to get the hell outta here.

2004-08-24T03:31:29Z

Someone help me, please, or you're all off my friends list. :P

Except Breimh, he tries. *hugs*

-Zi

Huh.

2004-08-23T20:30:33Z

Some people just suck.

There, I said it.

I'm tired of fat women making jokes at me, when the word 'Diet' would most likely have them trying to tear me in half (if they could get to me without the aid of an electric wheelchair).

Freakin' Utah sucks.

-Zi

Let the good times roll!

2004-08-21T07:08:45Z

Things are going nice at this new place of living. I just wish my hours at work would cooperate so I could talk to a certain Wolf who I haven't been able to. Oh well, it's saddening to me not being able to chat with him, as it's usually fun to talk and discuss how my real life is going to him, but I understand he's busy with housing of his own.

Oh well, time to hit the hay, and prepare for another horrible day of work.

Night.

-Zi

Doom3.

2004-08-17T04:34:02Z

I guess it's a nice game?

Going to various stores and seeing it not sell tells me otherwise.

*cough*TechDemo*hack*

-Zi

Argh!

2004-08-15T05:43:05Z

I need to get things figured out! I'll have about $900 with me, though it'll all go into garbage, but .. I need somewhere to stay just in case things don't work out here. ;_; Someone, please, help me!

I'm closing my electricity, gas, and phone accounts.. so please contact me soon!

-Zi

What I was fearing has happened.

2004-08-12T21:35:18Z

I have three days, no more.

I have a bit of money with me. I'm hoping the friend's dad will let me move in.

Otherwise, I'll be on the street. :( A job, but no home. Sigh.

-Zi

Devins, the man..

2004-08-11T01:38:24Z

With the crazy beats at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BrainDetergent2004, yo.

Got in contact with him. Turns out he likes the song I created called 'Do_It.ogg', oh yeah. Pretty glad he's in high spirits. He's leaving tommorrow to go to his home and perform at clubs, and he's still wanting to collaborate with me. I just hope he don't take too long.

-Zi

Yeah.

2004-08-10T20:14:21Z

Things are going interesting.

I've met all requirements except for the weight one.

Oh, and happy birthday, Icarus. We should have a serious uninterrupted conversation some year, unless you're just that damn busy with everyone else.

Otherwise, I'm editing my friends list again to this or that, maybe. Probably deleting folks who don't really say much to my help, but they themselves get lots of 'Aww! I sowwy! I help you!' from others.

Blip.

-Zi